-Who are you?
-Are we friends?
-When and How do we met?
-Would you kiss me? Where?
-Give me a nickname and tell me why would you call me that?
-Describe me in a word:
-What was the first impression you had of me?
-Do you still think/feel the same?
-What things make you remember me?
-If you could give me something, what would it be?
-How well do you know me?
-Are you gonna put this in your journal so I can say what I think about you?
-Do you want to know me, personally?

well..stuff happend and in the end my first boyfriend and love of two years has broken up with me.. it was mutual but it still hurts...alot...
so if you talk to me and im sad, depressed, moppey, whiny, or unemotinal, or even really wierd from lack of sleep..well then ya this is the reason.
well I hope your all ready for a rash of sad art..but dont worry this is all the moping youll get from my LJ

hope everyone else is haveing a great happy day <3

Well I was thinking and talking with ardi and I rememberd all the suff i have going on this comming year and everything so I thought id share it with all of you ^^

First: I have been working my ass off for the past 3 months of summer and working up some money for an upcomming trip my school pointed me to. its a $2,000 trip to London, Paris, and Barsalona its going to be a 10 day trip from one weekend to the other of Spring brake. so far I haved up and paid off a total of $900 so I have a ways to go and alot of work to do ^^

after the trip or at least after the deadline of paying for the trip (sometime in Dec) Ill be starting to save up for computer stuff I "want to get" I have no dalutions that I will achive this goal but I want to get a Extiurnal hard drive and a new desktop computer cutently I have a tablet PC (which I also worked my ass of at my job to pay for) so I would have my tablet PC for tablet stuff only unlike a normal tablet it would have the picture your working on.
and i want a screen thats like 30" XD

ok the last thing is on october of next month I will have been 18 (the previous june) and in oct Ill be moving out X3
Moving into a place with my good good friend Colleen shes so awsome. her family owns a Duplex and hes sister already owns the other half so no bad naboirs (lol cant spell that word) and ill be sharing the rent with her ^^ shes a HUGE anime fan and we share the same anime intrest she also makes me smile when ever im with her Im mean smile so much my cheeks hurt ^^ i love her well so thats comming up till then Ill be saving up and watching what I spend so the computer thing is only a maybe ^^'...but this is what I hope to have.
Oh! Im also going to collage Lane Comunity collage so its a small cheep collage but it has great art programs and I can make up my high school mess ups ^^'
well that it thats my plans I will be posting pictures from my trip after I get back ^^ so you can all see the fun I had and for my close friends Ill get you a lil somthin somthin ^^
<3

well thanks to SautoGaki I have watched Ouran high school host club and Ive fallen in love -///-
so from that ive posted
lol! I love that seen! X3
this is a picture my brother drew when he was at my dads house in california I really like it so I scaned it and am in the process of inking and coloring it X3
he really did a great job.
well now Im off to color it some more ^^ hope you enjoy this lil preview

So I went down to the coast yesterday and stayed at my grandparents Lake house. yes much relitive visting and such it was...tiering. I got nothing useful down but I had a nice time just staring out at the lake as the sun set. I also had my first good picture done which was of a Fawn it looked great X3
but... I ended up leaving it at there house and wont be able to post it or color it till fri when they come up here to vist.
Im also doing a pic for my great friend Captian Ardi X3 who helped me get out of my 3 month art block.
If anyone knows of my DA acount as well they would have seen my recent Line art which I started coloring and thought was good till my dad remarked it looked like Pacaso's wierd side forward face. and since then I havent been in the mood to continue coloring it. I will at some point but not now (unless I get really board)
Well Im gonna go back to drawing Gisli ^-^
+Bailey+

Current Location: Melted in Living room
Current Mood: eh...
Current Music: Corrine Bailey Rae

Well its the begening of summer and Im already hard at work finding a job to make money, and cleaning the house. Its so wierd when all your brothers leave and then house seems so empty and you realize how menny chores you alone need to do. its going to be tough when me and my mom have jobs. Well for now Im still slacking off a lil Drawing and just going through all my computer stuff and planning for the future.
I got into this new book recently its wonderful! I love it so much. its call Beauty the retelling of the story of beauty and the beast but the auther dose such a great job of telling her storys its really grabed my atention. I also seem to have lost my artist block for the most part but now I just need to become a better artist. My moms been so critical of my art say the heads are the big and the bodys to small and that their always facing forward do more angles. I know shes right and it just makes it that much more agravating. so now Im studying other great artist and try my best to fix all the problems Im seeing but it takes time and all I want is to make an inspiering wonderful piece to submit to my friends on DA.
well thats that. I might post every once and a while but Im not good with keeping up with journals so I apologize.
+Bailey+

Current Location: Living room with kitty in lap
Current Mood: busy
Current Music: Shakira